Life is a blur and we rarely see things clearly, as they actually are. We see things through our lens of experience, our level of emotional maturity, the pain of our wounds, the rose-colored hope that this life will meet our fantasies and dreams.
Reality is fuzzy to us. We seek clarity but it eludes us. Because everyone is trying to make sense of their blurry world. Or railing against the world and others and themselves in an attempt to control it all and not feel so powerless.
Sometimes you have to just get comfortable with the blur and know that clarity may not come. You have to be at peace with not knowing the reason things happen the way they do.
Just keep shining your light. Maybe someday someone will see through the haze and see you. Maybe.